.training myself not to care.

what
a
shit day

no
it wasn't
for the first time
in a long time
i woke up wide awake
and happy
and refreshed

and i went to work
happy
and refreshed

then i went to meet people
i'd never met before
but couldn't find them
because
i'd never met them

so i went to get on the train
F
and it never came
and the mta
person/thing/voice
was saying
something
that
no one
could understand

so i waited
and then just got on the
B
at least i think
which was packed
more than rush hour

with smelly
fat
gross
people
so smelly

and it took forever
and i had to get off
at grand
which is not fun
to say the least

and walked
after the
longest
smelliest ride ever

what did i do wrong?